What? After all that, you open the blog back up again? Seriously? I had to open a stinkin Google account just to read it.
I know, I know, but I think one of the reasons why I wasn't posting anymore is because it felt awkward to write and then ASK people to read it. I mean, yeah, now, you are going to read it anyway, but now, it's on your own terms? (I know this makes no sense....)
But the other reason is that when I privatized it, somehow in my head it became a way to show my friends and family afar pictures of the kids. And frankly, I know this sounds selfish, I didn't need another thing in my life that was only about my children. I love my children to pieces and I love being a mostly stay-at-home mom, but it is quite easy to lose yourself in the whole "mommy" role. And frankly, Two Ring Circus has always been more about what I thought than anything else. I just happen to think a lot about my kids.
So I deleted the post where I actually pretty much gave the location of our house and tried to delete any other current locating information. And I'll be more careful in the future.
And I know, I missed a lot of stuff on the blog. Halloween, M's birthday, Thanksgiving....and maybe someday, I'll upload those pictures. Or maybe I won't. Sorry, but sifting through all those pictures to find the five or six that will appear on the site is more overwhelming than I care to think about right now. So I've decided that I'm just going to start up again like nothing ever happened.......if only real life could work like that.
1 comment:
glad you're back! I missed reading the updates from the family down the hill! ;)
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